Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Flowers & Lies
So in my first dream I can't remember the 'plot' per say but here is what I can recall:
I was surrounded by a group of people who were my friends but I didn't actually know any of these people in real life. They were just dream friends but we were all very close. So we were sitting together talking about very important things I assume. (All I can remember hearing is something that was similar to the language of the Sims) Then I told some story that wasn't true. I was lying. As I lied I felt a bulging feeling under my skin in my arm area. It was the same kind of presure you feel when you have a pimple just hanging out on your face but not really doing anything. (gross I know) Then I didn't really notice it at first but my 'friends' started looking at my arm. Not in horror or in fascination just mild intruige. I looked down and sow that a stock or stem of a flower bud had started to come out of one of my pores on my upper arm. I was scared, it was just that way, as are so many things in dreams. I looked at it and I didn't know why it was happening but I, and no one else, really seemed to care. Things carried on I plucked it out and on we went talking about very important things. (I think we may have been hipsters) Then again I knew I was lying, not sure what I was saying but it was not true, and again a bud bloomed up from a pore on my leg this time. Now I could seriously feel this happening, it didn't hurt but it was by no means comfortable. It felt really weird. This time a flower bloomed. It looked almost like a cross between a pink tuburose and a hibiscus. Then I carried on with my life and this kept happening to me. I had long stocks of the pink tuburoses coming from my pores with multipule flowers on them. I remmeber not wanting them there because I was not proud of them. By this time I had managed to work out what they were correlated with. Everytime I lied a new one would sprout out. Sometimes just a bud sometimes a stem with multipule flowers. I had about 15 of them scattered about my body. I would try to pluck them out but some of them wouldn't come others would grow right back. Then I kind of have a dream blackout and jump forward in time and there is a perosn examening me. Not a doctor just soemone who is interested in my flowers. I remember them touching them and thinking that they were beautiful and that really bothered me. They were all my lies. Then they just started sprouting for no real reason at all. I don't mean like a tone of them and boom im covered with flowers or anything though just quite a few considering people aren't usually suppoed to be covered with flowers at all. Then one sprout from my neck. Just writing about this now is making my skin crawl. It felt terriable and wrong. It was coming from inside me. Then I though about how in the world these things could be coming from inside me. How?! And then my brain flashed a kind of anamotomical sketch of my body sort of leonardo divinci style. There was my female form but trasnparent and my veins on full display. Running through all my veins along with my blood was stems of flowers. They were in every vein. Some stems simply green and thin others thicker with buds, and some even with flowers popping out a little. It seriously grossed me out. Then I went back to my body and the stem was stil growing from my neck. It was in the front part of my neck and I remember being in the bathroom of my araptment looking at it and touching it but being afraid to pull it out. I might die. I knew if I pulled this out I might die, but it just couldn't stay there. I touched the flowers and they were so real but none of them really every smelled like anything. I looked in the mirror at myself for a second more then I woke up in my bed.
Now these dreams are super realistic because of my medicine so I hope that can help to explain what I did next.
I jumpped out of my bed pulling my shirt collar away from my neck and went to my bathroom to pull the stem out of my neck and stood exactly where I had been in my dream in my bathroom only to find my crazy, bed-head self looking back at me.
And now I have goosebumps that wont go away and my neck feels funny.
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